I find it so hard. I was diagnosed a year and half ago. Had radiation and chemo but it was interrupted because I caught shingles. I was told I needed a stem cell transplant so I moved from Pennsylvania to Louisiana to be closer to my family. I need help. I am a single mom with kids when I moved to Louisiana I had talk to the doctor before I moved to help me get recommended for a stem cell transplant however because I have non-secretory I was told I was in remission because I don’t have an M SPIKE. I have gone to two other doctors here louisiana I am on Medicaid. It has now been one year with no treatment. I am scared. I am tired. I don’t know where to go.!!! I regret moving but now I can’t move back. I’m just too tired to move to another state. My health is suffering and I don’t know what to do.