I found this article on game theory and cancer treatment enlightening. It helped me reconcile my discomfort of thinking of this journey as a battle. Here's an excerpt: "Cancer is a strategic game. A cold, calculating, endlessly adaptive game played inside your own body by an opponent that does not sleep, does not negotiate in good faith, and has absolutely no concern for your retirement plans." https://nutmegphantasy.substack.com/p/this-might-help-explain-cancer-what?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android&r=1ecdop&triedRedirect=true