I’m about a month into my diagnosis. The good is that I have my care team and I love them already. I just had my first injection treatment this week, so we’re moving right along. Trying to do all of right things (show gratitude every day, perform a mitzvah (or good deed every day), prioritize the outdoors, drink 100 ounces of water a day, wash out my mouth to clean it every time I eat, and the list goes on. So many new habits to instill. Mornings are hardest because I wake up every day remembering that I have cancer. That’s when I cry the most. I spend an hour or two trying to ramp up to positivity and then I try to get busy. I feel this urge do early spring cleaning and to organize everything that can be organized. Trying to control what I can control I guess but mostly because if something sudden happens it’s not hard to find what they need and because I want to catalog memories for my girls—the first thing I did was create a family cookbook. I’m also realizing that I need different types of people. Those that remind me that I’m a badass, those who let me cry, those who will just listen and those who give me space to be alone when I need to. But I also need a group like this which is why I joined connect both to share own experience in the event it could help someone else but also because I need people that get it. That’s what is going on today. Nice to meet all of you. Kristen