My fiancé is 41, diagnosed with multiple myeloma 70% August 2nd and his numbers are getting higher. I’m really just so confused because he has no symptoms and feels great. I’m just having a really hard time. I don’t know where to put my focus and I feel that I’ve just been distracting myself. I feel like I am wasting time. When he was diagnosed the dr told him with no treatment he would have about 4-6 months left to live. Our wedding is in about 6 months and I can’t focus on any planning because I feel like I need to be doing something more important to help him live. I’m just stuck in this state of fear and feel so helpless. I feel like I’m in a terrible nightmare and can’t wake up. He also wants to cure this as naturally as possible but is considering trying one round of treatment. Any suggestions or helpful words or wisdom would be greatly appreciated. Thank you