HI All! This is my first post In here because I really don't know what to write! When I was diagnosed in 2018 both of my parents had been deceased for years! What rest of the family one left on both SIDES are about 3-4 aunts an uncles! I have two adult children my daughter who lives with me who was still IN high school i a son who is married who I feel like doesn't support me! He has never been to A chemo appointment nor doc appt, with me!I have A best friend and A out of town Cousin who is also on list of my supporters! I just feel alone! When I reach out to support groups i haven't connected with anyone that I feel wants to keep IN touch, I don't know what's wrong with me that no one cares. I really feel alone! I used to literally my drive self to chemo 1 half hour each way to my Chemo, I Couldnt get a SCT because I did Not have soul who would stay with me for a month 24 hours A day which was Required! This was to me At The TIME life & Death! I think IM STILL harboring hurt, angry1 feelings to the few In my Life who I feel could have don't It mainly my kids....... I just can't get past this.. Why am I not loved enough? My parents never loved me so iguess In used to this.in there for every owe else emotionally & everyway! I down know. But what I do know is how much God loves me cause In I'm remission for five years on revlimin & dex! Thanks for listening!