Newly diagnosed low risk SMM. Getting looked after at Dana Farber in Boston. I’m truly devastated and shocked by the diagnosis. I feel like I can’t plan for the future and have sunk into a depression. I have an 11 year old that I fear I won’t be able to be there for. Watching and waiting approach feels like absolute mental anguish. Should I try to find a clinical trial? My family thinks since it’s low risk I’m “crazy” for not being able to mentally move on. I don’t know really what to do next.